Silly bear kor kor will be leaving for KL in a matters of hours from the point of writing... not sure how should i be feeling... Maybe it's the lifestyle that i'm living in that is causing the mayhem in my life and a short trip out of singapore might do me good... as well as regain control of my life once more...

I guess my mei will be missing me but what can i say or do? I have to confess that i have feelings for my mei but i cannot exactly put words as to describe the feelings. I mean she's cute, nice, mature in the Lord and everything that a guy can ask for but yet there's something holding me back... maybe it's my vow... i really don't know...

School will be reopening for all my friends on the 28 of this month but for me, it's the 5th of july... so i guess i'll have another way to procastinate and do the things that i wanted to do and complete...

I'm feeling really tired now... and i feel like i just want to lock myself out of the world and just live life as it is... but NO!!!!

I must live my life for JESUS. Someone who loves and cares for me, someone who cries when i cry, someone who bothers to listen to my crap and my jokes... someone who will 24 hrs protect me from danger. I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I LOVE JESUS!!!

I pray that ALL will be soon over... THE DEVIL CANNOT OVERCOME ME!!!

JESUS, HERE I COME